July 14,2011
I find myself looking at pictures and thinking about the crazy 10 months of my life I just spent as a focus.one student. It makes me realize something I hadn't had a chance to ponder yet.
Moments, the things we take pictures of, memories. They usually are not created on purpose. They just happen. Long after a moment happens do I realize how special "that one time" actually was.
We all have times we wish we could go back to. Re-live. Do differently. Then I think, "that must have happened exactly how the Lord would want it to." it's pretty illogical thinking to the random person on the street and you might think it crazy. I throughly believe that I have had all these experiences in the past year because there were things he had planned for me to learn as a result.
All the arguments, the moments of disbelief, the anxiety, the frustration, the joy, the peace, the long nights, the sacrifices, the waiting, the heart ache...I wouldn't change those moments for anything. They made it possible for the smoothing out of the dents in my heart.
Though I definitely miss my class, I lived so much life with them in so short a time. Though I wish I could go back and tell myself that some things need to be cherished more, or to tell myself to take a picture. I wouldn't change a thing...I'm now more whole. Whatever He has planned for tomorrow is fine with me...I'm so excited to make some more memories :) are you?
The destination is the journey.
So proud of you.
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